So Stephen's Birthday was last weekend, but I thought I'd post a little blog in honor of his special day and in honor of my love for him. Better late than never, right? :)
As you can imagine it killed me that I wasn't there to celebrate with him, and the day after his b-day I was pretty sad. I'd say the homesickness hit, but it's more like the stephensickness hit. No offense to anyone back home, but in the 2 plus years Stephen and I have been together we haven't left eachother's side for more than 10 days (my trip to China). I feel like he is a part of me, my best friend, the person I can completely be myself around, and of course, the most beautiful person I know (inside and out). It blows me away sometimes how much he loves me and his willingness to follow me anywhere (first Oakland, now Spain!). I love him so much and I am so fortunate that he found me. We feel the same way about love and relationships, and I think that because we see eye to eye on that point, it has made our life together a breeze. I can only hope that it will continue to be this easy to love him. Yeah, I know I sound like a silly love-sap, but hey, we've always known I'm a hopeless romantic.
I found an old blog I wrote just before we moved in together, and I'm happy to say I still feel the same way about him (which, I'm thinking, is a good sign).
"i can't find the words to express how i feel. nothing does it justice.
i'm so in love and words just dont seem wonderful enough to describe it, this feeling, this man, this love.
stephen has made me a new woman. he brings sunshine to my life, laughter and smiles to the gloomiest of days, and he keeps me sane when i feel like i'm losing control. because i know i have him to come home to, i feel i can handle the roughest days at work and the disappointments of friendships lost. he reminds me of my strengths and virtues that i easily forget about myself.
being with him, i finally understand why none of the other relationships worked out. they weren't the one for me. none of them loved me the way steve loves me. he is so loving, sweet, attentive, funny, affectionate, unselfish, protective, witty, comfortable, and beautiful inside and out.
he never makes me feel bad for being "needy" because he needs me just as much. but the best thing about him is the way he loves me. this is what i struggle to describe.
his love engulfs me. his love inspires me. his love makes me a better person.
in the coming week we will be moving into our own place together and i can't wait. i see myself with him for the rest of our lives and that doesn't scare me, it moves me to tears of joy and gratitude.
after so much pain and disappointment i found my one true love, or i should say, he found me. he saved me from my sadness and darkness. he is the best thing that has ever happened to me."
Yup, I still feel that way! Thanks for making my days so fun and filled with love, baby!
Happy Birthday To My Awesome Boyfriend!!!
2 comments:
I'm glad that you finally found someone that loves you the way you deserve to be loved, and that you're so happy with him! Happy birthday to Stephen! Love to you!
Sweetheart, I don't think anyone has ever seid anything half as nice as what you wrote about me. the both of us are so perfect for eachother. I want to be in Spain right now! I miss you baby and I love you very much.
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